.Always have and always will.

Sometimes I wonder about what kind of love this is.
I have found it to be a selfish, filled with mistery and wonder. But then, my eyes go way back to the cross, and I see that your love is anything BUT selfish. I do fell somethimes that you want me just to Yourself, entirely, but that's because I was created by You,for You and to You. So its not that you love me less. Its not that you keep hidding me. Its not that Your eyes are not seeying me. BUT its because You are protecting me.Its Your eyes that keep up with my every move. And its Your truest love that sustains me. It is because You love me. Because You've always have and always will. Even when I wonder.